I hardly update my facebook profile, but I tend to constantly check-up on everyone around me. Seeing what they are doing, how they are doing, and who they are hanging out with. I guess the main reason I never change my status is that have nothing to update. Living with my parents again after 5 years away, as well as being away from all the people I use to run around with, has really put me in a kind of continuing depression. I am, that is, not really depressed, but the isolation and the lack of communication has really sucked. I don't go out ever, except for the times I go out by myself, and I really haven't communicated with anyone in I'd say 5 to 6 months. You (if anyone is reading this) may say, "why don't you just go out and make new friends?" I don't know. I know for sure it isn't going to be with anyone I work with. I don't think I have anything in common with anyone of the people I work with, let alone have any desire to hang out with them after work.
I don't know, it seems that at this point in my life the one thing that is for certain is that I'm going to be alone for awhile. I just hope that good things can distract me from this fact.
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